Dear Lord

Dear Lord,
Thank you for all that You have done for me
I need Your help now
Help me to forget him
Help me to move on
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What will i do?

Valentine is almost here and on my private time, i tried to think about what will i do if God give me someone to love again.

Now, I already open my heart and no matter what happen with my ex, Thats will not affect me again. That's already be my past and always be my past. God want me learn something from that.

I am not like other people who can love someone easily, i need to see his act, his courage and his sacrifice to fight for his love to me and i will try my best to love him.

And this is what will i do to show my love

1. I will always care to him

2. I will never let him feel alone

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For You

I've been thinking of u so much, u see, and
wondering if u're thinking of me?
So I thought it might be nice to send this special note to u
To say it's nice to know u're there
and let u know how much I care

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Hingga Akhir Waktu - Aditya

Akankah mungkin kau merasakan
Apa yang ada di dalam hatiku
Bukan sekedar angan tak tentu
Ku hanya ingin ada untukmu

Mungkinkah kau menyadari
Hati ini telah menjadi milikmu
Walau ku harus menghentikan dunia
Akan ku tunggu kau hanya kau
Hingga ahir waktu
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You are special

Make other people happy with your love because .....

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I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

I know this song from someone who i love at the first time I met. I love this song because for me if someone love us, He will never give up and will try the best he can to show his love. I'm getting older and want someone who really love me and will never give up on our love. On this valentine day i hope i can find a love like that. 

I don't know what to say... but trust me and never give up.... just show me your love.
 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Lyrics :

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

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I Have Enough

 

Setengah percaya dan tidak percaya dengan apa yang aku rasakan sekarang.. Sekarang aku mengerti apa artinya "Time Heals All Wounds".

May be you will ask me, Heal about what? and my answer is EVERYTHING what you feel with your heart, what you think with your brain.

Saat ini, aku merasakan semuanya itu sudah berakhir, semua yang aku rasakan untuk dia hanya tinggal sebuah kenyataan indah di masa lalu.Tidak ada yang perlu disesali, tidak ada yang perlu disayangkan. I have enough for everything...

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Be-YOU-tiful Photo by flash.pro @Flickr You created the deepest parts of my being. You put me together inside my mother body. How you made me is amazing and wonderful. I praise you for that. What you have done is wonderful. I know that very well. -Psalm 139:13-14 Source : Crossmap.com

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Love is.....

Talking about love... Love is always complicated.
When we are in love... that's mean we must ready for the happy and bad moment. I already write about true love, now i'll try to desribe what is love for me.

Love is... 

Love is unconditional

Love is truth

Love is joy

Love is respectful

Love is freely given

Love is a free gift

Love is freedom

Love is compassionate, merciful, gracious

Love is amazing, awesome, glorious

Love is considering and honoring others... their whole being - identity, ideas, beliefs, feelings... Love understands.

Love is listening, enlightenment, intimacy, romance, trust, peace, excitement, joy...

Love is The Journey...

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You Are The Reason - Ketama

I Love this Song so much.... 

How can I forget
The longings of my heart
It's you I think of night and day

I know I couldn't touch you
I know I couldn't hold you
Though I wish I really could
just care for you

You are the reason
The seasons of my life
You're everything I wish and live for
Give me an answer
Show me the way
You're breaking me, leaving me in pain

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10 Signs He's Ready to Commit

1. It’s out in the open …
If your partner is expressive about how much he loves you and seriously talks about how much he wants to be with you – then that’s a really good sign! Lucky you! Most relationships don’t get this far!
 
2. You’re not a secret!

You know his friends, his family, his office colleagues and just about everyone he associates with! He doesn’t want to keep you hidden like a nasty secret. He’s confident that you’re the one he wants to be seen with.

3. Availability is the key! 
No matter how many times you call him in a day, he loves talking to you. That means he is ready to invest time – no matter how much work he has! But don’t go overboard with your calls!

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I'm fully ready

You come like You promised You would
I want to surrender for good
I know that I need You
And I don't want to keep living life alone

So take my heart and make it new
make it true And make it like You
Take my hands I lift them high
They're Yours not mine to do

Do what You will
Do what You will
Do what You will

Im ready now
Im ready now
Im ready now

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Yes I Can

Yes I CAN...

I hope I CAN... 

I Believe I CAN

Yes I CAN...

No matter my brain think about...

No matter my heart felt...

I try not to care with them...

My God want me to MOVE ON...

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Cinta Sejati???

Adakah cinta sejati di dunia ini? Apa yang bisa menilai seberapa besar cinta itu? Apa yang bisa menjamin cinta itu tulus? Apa yang bisa menjamin cinta itu akan abadi? Mengapa cinta itu menyenangkan sekaligus menyakitkan?

Pertanyaan-pertanyaan seperti itu yang selalu berkecamuk di dalam pikiranku 3 tahun terakhir ini. Apakah aku sedang patah hati? Tidak. Itu yang akan aku katakan dengan lantang. Tapi aku tidak bisa membedakan apakah perasaan ini bisa dikatakan sebagai patah hati atau bukan. Aku hanya meragukan cinta. 

5 Tahun yang lalu aku merasakan apa artinya cinta dan bagaimana indahnya cinta. Cinta itu benar-benar nyata. Aku benar-benar mempercayai cinta yang aku rasakan, aku lihat, dan aku dengar. Saat itu, aku benar-benar merasa bahwa cinta itu ada. Cinta itu begitu besar dan nyata. Belum pernah aku melihat orang dengan cinta yang begitu besar di matanya. Saat aku melihat matanya… matanya tidak pernah berpaling dari mataku. Saat aku bertanya apa yang dia lihat? Dia hanya berkata dia ingin melihat ciptaan Tuhan yang indah. Saat kita makan bersama, saat kita pergi, saat kita hanya sekedar mengobrol.. tidak pernah dia melepaskan tatapan itu dariku. Bahkan saat dia mengemudi pun, tak jarang dia menunjukkan tatapan yang sama kepadaku. Tatapan penuh cinta, tatapan penuh kehangatan, dan tatapan yang sangat berarti bagiku… Aku bisa merasakan segala yang tak terucapkan oleh nya. Tatapan itu yang selalu aku rindukan saat ini.

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I Hate Myself For Losing You

Here feeling so down
Knowing you won't be around
In the rain all alone
Facing the world on my own
I pushed you away
But I wanted you to stay
Now I'm here all by myself
Because now you're with someone else.

A girl here with a broken heart
Been crying since the day we part
Boy, I didn't want you to go
I just want you to know
When we kissed I still feel it on my lips
I still hear you in my dreams saying you love me
I still feel your hands entwined with mine
I miss when we were together everything was fine.
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Fall in Love

Fall in love??? Who everyone never fall in love with someone? I guest everyone in this world ever fall in love.

I have ever fall in love with someone.. I really love that guy. I proud everything at that guy. I try my best to accept every weakness from him because I love him. I love him so much.

May be until this day I still love him. But this love not to make him back to me, but love like I love my brother. Because he had fullfill my day with his love. That's enough for me to say thank you to him.

Now, I feel I fall in love again with someone. But, I'm afraid. I'm afraid if one day I must give up again. Need more than two years to accept everything and that's not easy.
I know, life need love. And love makes us happy although sometimes love can makes us sad. I need love in my life, But I'm too afraid to love someone again.

I know.. I have ever felt like this before. I don't know he is created for me or not. But I feel he is different. Although I'm not sure that he is really love me. Until this day, he always gives his attention to me, but I never know whether it's from his heart or not.

I hope I can beat my fears and move on. I need someone who love and care to me.
God, today I found my love again. I need Your help. Help me to defeat my fears and hope I can fix all my deficiencies. You know my heart.

I know that I have to pay a high price for that experience, but I think I am eligible to seek another experience. God, thank you for opening my heart again to love someone. I love You more than I love everyone in this world. Read More......