I have ever fall in love with someone.. I really love that guy. I proud everything at that guy. I try my best to accept every weakness from him because I love him. I love him so much.
May be until this day I still love him. But this love not to make him back to me, but love like I love my brother. Because he had fullfill my day with his love. That's enough for me to say thank you to him.
Now, I feel I fall in love again with someone. But, I'm afraid. I'm afraid if one day I must give up again. Need more than two years to accept everything and that's not easy.
I know, life need love. And love makes us happy although sometimes love can makes us sad. I need love in my life, But I'm too afraid to love someone again.
I know.. I have ever felt like this before. I don't know he is created for me or not. But I feel he is different. Although I'm not sure that he is really love me. Until this day, he always gives his attention to me, but I never know whether it's from his heart or not.
I hope I can beat my fears and move on. I need someone who love and care to me.
God, today I found my love again. I need Your help. Help me to defeat my fears and hope I can fix all my deficiencies. You know my heart.
I know that I have to pay a high price for that experience, but I think I am eligible to seek another experience. God, thank you for opening my heart again to love someone. I love You more than I love everyone in this world.
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I love you and you know I do
There'll be no one else for me
Promise I'll be always true, for the world and all to see
Love has heard some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken
I've been burned and I've been hurt before.
So I know just how you feel,
Trust my love is real for you
I'll be gentle with your heart,
I'll caress it like the morning dew
I'll be right beside you forever
I won't let our world fall apart
From the very start, I'll be careful with your heart.
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