A few days before, i had a few problem... and this problem made me cannot do anything. i lost my concentration. I tried to be patient, but it was not easy. it was made me stress. A friend of mine always say that "God have the right for retaliation". But, like another human, i can't stayed cool and see how they made my reputation ruined. It is my job. please don't interfere my job. If you want my job, Just do your best and people can see your effort.. don't ever tried to bring down people who better than you.
The Fact is, They had bigger salary than me. They had higher position than me. But why? Why they envy with me?
It has been my principle, that if I'm wrong I'll admit it. But if I did not make that mistake, there should be no single person have the right to blame me. I'm not cocky, but everyone needs to be appreciated. Including me. I appreciate you. If i got my position now, it was my effort. i'm never want your position. i just want to give my best on everything. If i feel comfort, i will do my best. although sometimes it's not required.
After a few days, Yesterday i got an answer from God. I believe God never sleep but honest I never expect God to avenge for me. Because I always thought that I could do that. But apparently God had his plans for me. He proved to me His miracles. Without my knowing... God's do His plan and I win. I win because of God. I win without doing anything.
Thanks God, i'm sorry for my arrogant. i know i'm nothing without You. i'm sorry for everything. You are the best.
Matthew 11:28-30
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
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