My Happiness

Last night I don't know why, but I feel down, I feel alone, I feel I am happy but I am not. I feel blessed but I feel really alone. I know many people care about me but I can't manage my loneliness. God has made me perfect. He give me everything, but I can't control my feeling. I am working with my logic but my feeling always the big part for me to take decisions of my life.


 At that point i make this poem to release my loneliness feeling.

My HAPPINESS

People see my smile
I am Happy
I feel blessed
I feel loved
I have everything
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Pengharapan

Setelah sekian lama (3 tahun) tidak melanjutkan menulis blog ini, akhirnya hari ini aku ingin menulis lagi. Meskipun yang aku tuliskan ini kegalauan dan mungkin puisi-puisi yang aku buat banyak karena kegalauan, tapi semoga semua yang aku tuliskan memberikan inspirasi kepada teman-teman yang membaca blog ini.

Puisi ini tiba-tiba terpikir dan ingin aku tulis di blog ini.

Ku terdiam dan membisu
Merasakan apa ini di hatiku
Mencoba tuk mencerna
Tanpa ada jawaban

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Dear Lord

Dear Lord,
Thank you for all that You have done for me
I need Your help now
Help me to forget him
Help me to move on
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Jadwal Pekan suci dan Tri Hari Suci 2015 Keuskupan Surabaya

Paroki Santo Yakobus 
Jl. Puri Widya Kencana LL No. 1, CitraRaya, Surabaya 60220 
Telp. (031) 7415241, 70213451 

Kamis Putih (02 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.30 
Jumat Agung (03 Apr) : Pk. 13.00, 16.00, 19.00 
Sabtu Suci (04 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 22.00 
Hari Raya Paskah (05 Apr) : Pk. 06.00, 08.30, 18.00


Paroki Santo Aloysius Gonzaga 
Jl. Satelit Indah I / HN-1, Surabaya 
Telp. (031) 7347040 
 
Kamis Putih (02 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.00 
Jalan Salib (03 Apr) : Pk. 08.00
Jumat Agung (03 Apr) : Pk. 14.00, 17.00
Sabtu Suci (04 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 22.00 
Hari Raya Paskah (05 Apr) : Pk. 06.30, 09.00, 17.00


Paroki Santo Marinus Yohanes 
Jl. Memet Sastrawirya No. 1, Kenjeran, Surabaya 60121 
Telp. (031) 3893891 Fax. (031) 3821233 

Kamis Putih (02 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.00 
Jalan Salib (03 Apr) : Pk. 08.00
Jumat Agung (03 Apr) : Pk. 13.00, 16.00
Sabtu Suci (04 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.30
Hari Raya Paskah (05 Apr) : Pk. 07.00, 09.30, 17.30

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What will i do?

Valentine is almost here and on my private time, i tried to think about what will i do if God give me someone to love again.

Now, I already open my heart and no matter what happen with my ex, Thats will not affect me again. That's already be my past and always be my past. God want me learn something from that.

I am not like other people who can love someone easily, i need to see his act, his courage and his sacrifice to fight for his love to me and i will try my best to love him.

And this is what will i do to show my love

1. I will always care to him

2. I will never let him feel alone

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Jawaban Tuhan di Hidupku

Setelah lama aku tidak posting di blog, tiba-tiba siang ini aku merasa Tuhan ingin aku menuliskan puisi ini disini. Aku berharap puisi ini dapat memberkati siapapun yang membacanya.

Ketika aku terdiam, aku berpikir

Untuk apa hidupku di dunia ini

Mengapa aku hidup di dunia ini

Bukankah hidup di Surga jauh lebih menyenangkan?

Aku bertanya tak pernah henti

Hidup di dunia yang fana ini

Tidak ada yang abadi di sini

Aku ingin sesuatu yang abadi Tuhan

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God help me

Day by day..

This life be more difficult...

No more happy moment like before

When i remember Your word I only can believe

I believe that will happen

And You will keep Your promises

I know You will

But day by day everything be worse

I need You, God

I need Your hand

I need Your help

I need Your miracle

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Jadwal Pekan suci dan Tri Hari Suci 2014 Keuskupan Surabaya

Paroki Santo Yakobus 
Jl. Puri Widya Kencana LL No. 1, CitraRaya, Surabaya 60220 
Telp. (031) 7415241, 70213451 

Minggu Palma (12 -13 Apr) : Pk. 18.00,  07.00 (Perarakan), 10.00, 18.00 
Kamis Putih (17 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.00 
Jumat Agung (18 Apr) : Pk. 13.00, 16.00, 19.00 
Sabtu Suci (19 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.30 
Hari Raya Paskah (20 Apr) : Pk. 06.00, 08.30, 18.00


Paroki Santo Aloysius Gonzaga 
Jl. Satelit Indah I / HN-1, Surabaya 
Telp. (031) 7347040 

Minggu Palma (12 - 13 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 06.30, 09.00, 17.00 
Kamis Putih (17 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 21.00 
Jumat Agung (18 Apr) : Pk. 14.00, 17.00 
Sabtu Suci (19 Apr) : Pk. 18.00, 22.00 
Hari Raya Paskah (20 Apr) : Pk. 06.30, 08.30, 17.00 

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Terlalu Besar

TELAH KULIHAT BUKTI KASIH-MU
KAU MENDERITA GANTIKANKU
DENGAN DARAH-MU KAU S'LAMATKANKU
KINI KU HIDUP MENYENANGKAN-MU

REFF:
TERLALU BESAR KASIH-MU BAPA
PENGORBANAN YANG KAU B'RIKAN BAGIKU
TERLALU MAHAL DARAH-MU YESUS
TERCURAH UNTUK MENEBUS HIDUPKU

BRIDGE:
HIDUP YANG KAU B'RIKAN BAGIKU
S'LAMATKAN DAN PULIHKANKU
LEBIH DARI SEGALANYA

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Christmas Tree

First time i think i must say sorry because, this year i didn't post christmas mass schedule. if i post now, it is too late...

But i have another new for this year. This year i learnt something new. i learnt how to doing crochet and knit. im glad i can learn that. Thanks to stelma, my friend who have an idea to learn this craft. i never imagine before to do this craft because i never see my friend do that except my grandma. :) (you know what i mean)

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For You

I've been thinking of u so much, u see, and
wondering if u're thinking of me?
So I thought it might be nice to send this special note to u
To say it's nice to know u're there
and let u know how much I care

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Special Friend Forever

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. 
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. 
This is forever friendship. 
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Ijinkanlah aku

ya Tuhan,
ijinkan hambaMu ini memohon
ijinkan aku kembali mencintai
mencintai dengan segenap hatiku
mencintai tanpa cela seperti dulu lagi

yang aku tau,
Kuasa Mu sungguh tak terbatas
Cinta Mu tak pernah pudar
Kasih Sayang Mu tak pernah habis
Pengampunan Mu tak pernah memandang rupaku

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Hingga Akhir Waktu - Aditya

Akankah mungkin kau merasakan
Apa yang ada di dalam hatiku
Bukan sekedar angan tak tentu
Ku hanya ingin ada untukmu

Mungkinkah kau menyadari
Hati ini telah menjadi milikmu
Walau ku harus menghentikan dunia
Akan ku tunggu kau hanya kau
Hingga ahir waktu
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Jadwal Pekan suci dan Tri Hari Suci 2013 Keuskupan Surabaya

Paroki Santo Marinus Yohanes 
Jl. Memet Sastrawirya No. 1, Kenjeran, Surabaya 60121 
Telp. (031) 3893891 Fax. (031) 3821233 

Minggu Palma (24 Mar 2013) : Pk. 07.00 (Perarakan), 09.30, 17.30 
Kamis Putih (28 Mar 2013) : Pk. 18.00, 21.00 
Jumat Agung (29 Mar 2013) : Pk. 13.00, 16.00 
Malam Paskah (30 Mar 2013) : Pk. 18.00, 21.00 
Hari Raya Paskah (31 Mar 2013) : Pk. 07.00, 09.30, 17.30 


Paroki Santo Yakobus 
Jl. Puri Widya Kencana LL No. 1, CitraRaya, Surabaya 60220 
Telp. (031) 7415241, 70213451 

Minggu Palma (22 Mar 2013) : Pk. 18.00
Minggu Palma (23 Mar 2013) : Pk.07.00, 10.00, 18.00
Kamis Putih (28 Mar 2013) : Pk. 18.00, 21.30
Jumat Agung (29 Mar 2013) : Pk. 13.00, 16.00, 19.00
Malam Paskah (30 Mar 2013) : Pk. 18.00, 21.30 
Hari Raya Paskah (31 Mar 2013) : Pk. 06.00, 08.30, 18.00

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Lemah Namun Kuat

Berita pengunduran diri Paus Benedictus XVI cukup mengejutkan. Aku penasaran mengenai alasan pengunduran diri beliau.

Dalam salah satu akun jejaring sosial Dr. Scott Hahn, aku melihat betapa Bapa Suci bergumul dengan kelemahan dirinya demi melayani Tuhan.

September 1991, beliau mengalami hemorrhagic stroke (stroke yang terjadi karena adanya perdarahan di otak) yang merusak penglihatannya untuk sementara.
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Pengganti Installous = vShare

Bagi kalian pengguna ipad / ipod / iphone yang sempat bingung karena Hackulous sudah tidak ada, kita sekarang bisa menggunakan pengganti nya, yaitu VShare.

NB : VShare hanya bisa digunakan untuk iPad / iPhone yang telah terjailbreak.

Step 1 : Pastikan iPhone/iPad anda telah di Jailbreak.

Step 2 : Download vshare di   v.appvv.com/vshare/

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You are special

Make other people happy with your love because .....

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I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz

I know this song from someone who i love at the first time I met. I love this song because for me if someone love us, He will never give up and will try the best he can to show his love. I'm getting older and want someone who really love me and will never give up on our love. On this valentine day i hope i can find a love like that. 

I don't know what to say... but trust me and never give up.... just show me your love.
 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Lyrics :

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

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Dedicated to Mr. Robert Sumar

This poem I dedicated to Mr. Robert Sumar

I never imagine knowing a person like you
For me,
You are a wise person
You are a person who always want to share about anything
You always want to learn something new

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